that believes that if we ever have any type of great memory together and we drift apart, i will miss you. no matter who you are. getting attached to people sucks because when theyre gone or when those memories are over, you cant help but feel lost.
Especially when you least expect it. When you think somethings going good, it turns bad. Or vice versa. Either way, you have to be optimistic about it. You learn from your mistakes and experiences. Everything happens for a reason, but sometimes you might not know that reason for a long time. That little bit of hope is what keeps me going.
Where your mind just suddenly decides to think about every possible thing. Every memory, and mistake you’ve made. Wondering if you’ve made the right decisions, what would’ve happened if you would’ve have done things differently, and what the future holds. No regrets right? Trying to live up to that is hard when you are constantly thinking and growing up. I mean…What if?











